Choose Your Path!

As of May 24, 2016 I have come to know that there is a love so strong for me that I can hardly believe that there's a power strong enough to overlook all of my flaws and still have me in awe.

This connection I have to the Source is most definitely the most ultimate disciplining and gentle kind of love every last one of us needs. There is so much power in love and mercy it's really a shame we seem to struggle with trying to figure out what our maker wants from us as his children. If we only knew how hard we make things on ourselves we would stay out of our own way and just let Allah be Allah. I know easier said than done, until God loves you so much he makes you do exactly that "stay out of his way" so he can make a way out of no way! I promise you will not know what you are going through, and will certainly question God why things are going the way they are. Then you will question what you are doing wrong, or what you have done wrong to deserve this trial. And if you have an soul and love God like I do you will began to think of every sin you possibly can think of and ask for forgiveness. The test will be such of a burden that you will literally have a battle of the mind and soul with opposition. When we are going through this we have to fully inner stand that it is not about us and if it is The Creator will let you know clearly because you will began to "check" bad habits about yourself.  If we keep in mind that we are ALL being tested we will be so much better off because it humbles us and we get to see things from another point of view, from God's point of view nevertheless we still do not know our creators thoughts or ways. The path to righteousness isn't about perfection it's about being a light and aware of opposition when you are sent into the dark tunnel, there are no short cuts to doing what God requires YOU to do. If you turn a deaf ear to the MOST HIGH that is the most dangerous thing you can do, our God doesn't want to hurt or harm you it is the tricks of the world that does that. So we have to understand that if we open our mind, hearts, and soul to God we will have to be disciplined like his little child. Isn't that what a loving parent does... ?whether you understand it or not I'm sorry but you do not belong to yourself and the moment you find that out will be the test of your lifetime. The reality is there's a battle for your soul to belong somewhere good or bad when you leave the flesh of your cell. When you are getting closer to your destiny there will be times you will lose people, places, and things because none of that matters to God, there will be layers shed and it will be an ugly process of growth. We are selfish spoiled human beings period; due to the fact we were born into an wicked evil world. You will be like Job, Daniel, and especially like Jesus there will be sacrifices made, people will judge you whether you are doing good or bad, you will be tempted by the enemy, and crucified just the same. If you are chosen you will need to GROW UP listen and pray. Only your faith will deliver you from the circumstances God has led you to grow through. Don't get lost and caught up in what others may think the best thing you can do is listen to the voice of God and know the difference in what's agreeable and disagreeable to righteousness. I am very adamant about the saying "study to show thyself approved" if you sincerely love God you will learn how to seek our Creator for yourself and NOT by what someone else wants or thinks you should know about God.
The best thing you can do for yourself is to start developing a personal relationship with the Creator as you would with your mother, father, sister, brother, daughter, son, wife, or husband. Be real with the Creator you just can't lie or fake the funk, God has no respect for what your flesh has to offer. So I'll just end this segment with the fact that it's clear you need to be here in this world planting seeds of righteousness in other's hearts and souls. If you aren't even starting at home with yourself and your seeds (family) you will deprive yourself and your family a great deal of the very meaning of life. I leave this blog entry with LOVE and FAITH that we all come to balance and terms with pleasing the Source enough to know that we will indeed in fact have a full inner standing of what "sacrifice" really means when we are involved with THE SOURCE for a greater purpose. There is no "play your position" because in due time God will put you in your place of position for the good or the bad it's all up to you.

Regina "Natasha" Ross

Natasha's Note To Self....

My body tired but my soul strong. I'm keeping my faith because The Most High told me to hold on. We know that God's right on time so it won't be long! We endure pain for a night and so when joy comes it reminds me that I am never alone. Living in a world full of physical attraction unresolved issues by void hearts filled with ungodly passions. Purify me oh Lord please keep me safe the worst thing to think of is that;
I would never get to see your face. Or glory, We all got a struggle in our story....

I am the representation of Lady Liberation! I stand by truth, knowledge, intelligence, wisdom, beauty, character, strength, protection, confidence, and consciousness! I have a GOD GIVEN right to expose LIGHT OVER DARKNESS AND PLAIN IGNORANCE in THIS Diluted Delusional World we live in!!! It's Beautiful when GOD opens ya eyes to TRUTH!

Signed.....Tash

Melaninated

Trying to suppress my skin within;  that fire where it all begin

And still you reject the fact that we were born all into sin

Reverse my consciousness back to when Eve and Adam was in Eden

But then again the tree of knowledge right from wrong;  truly forgotten

Did your animalistic nature make you aware of your own angel vs demon?

Where was Allah in the shift of confusion to deliver you from your physical end?

Changing your spiritual aspect baptized in salt, from the land of Gideon

How can I take you to church then preach about the tarnished temple within?

Lifting my praises up for souls that even Allah knew would not listen

Lost in the mysteries of this universe, blinded by glittering gold that glistens

It’s in my melanin

A powerful bloodline of important businesses and dividends

How long are we going to sit here and pretend?

There is no mightier power without;

What's within, Melaninated and still born into sin

When I'm liberated I do mean to offend, is it because I'm so Intelligent?

And you fear what's in my melanin.

Maybe my eyes are so electric they give off a re-memorable vibe

Even in the darkest tunnel, fighting against those that despise 

Throwing shade and telling lies. 

I'm too melaninated to pretend and hide

Going straight to the Source in confidence I confide

You see, I was never blind learning the wisdom that comes within my third eye

I'm a bit witty and never too shy

Opportunist never really just ask themselves why.

Elevated studying my ancestors on co-pilot and like airplanes we be fly.

Times get hard for our melaninated babies so I cry

The program's so deep they'd rather not educate themselves with knowledge for a greater trial.

My melanin is the thickness in my lips, the sound of my voice, an ecstasy essence of  pure bliss

As the stardust twinkling upon my skin, feel my ether my unforgettable sunkiss. 

The only way to carry this luxury is to live in greatness like  the perfect meaning to exist.

Beings born with giant intellect, pure genius some of the Realist are certainly missed.

Pumping my fist for black power  meanwhile they be pissed

Melaninated consciousness from elevation and temptation 

Purpose driven with leadership qualities trained to be very patient 

Nurture my soul, so these traits are passed on through this melanin generation!

Written by: Regina "Natasha" Ross

Informative Sacred Energy Exchange Enlightenment!!!

Each time a man connects with a woman sexually and releases his life form energy within her, he leaves a part of his information (DNA) in her birth canal. If she doesn't clean herself, his energy remain inside of her. That imprint can often create illusional sexual addiction to the individual.
When some 1 decide to have multiple partners, it can sometimes send mixed emotional signals within the inside of the body's vibration system. Women must be careful of different energies or spiritual forces polluting their internal temple. You are a sacred doorway, where life is intended to pass through, respect yourself, use your gifts wisely!
Just think about it and ask yourself... Ever wonder why they call it sexual intercourse (INTER-Course)? It's an inter(nal) course that unites man and woman, mind with mind, spirit with spirit, or energy with energy. This is something that a condom can't protect you against because energy is behind the elements of all flesh.
There is no such thing as "Casual" Sex or "Friends with Benefits"... No, No, No, I Don't Think So!!! Intimate activity intricately entwines the energies between two people. Sex creates a powerful exchange of energy between those involved. These connections, imprints and debris are left upon the mind, soul and spirit for a long time because they are not easily purged or cleansed.
‘Casual sex’ with multiple partners can intertwine the energies and spirits of a lot of people into your own aura if they are not severed and cleansed. You become joined to every person with whom your partner has slept, as well as all the partners those people had.
This type of "soul clutter" can be felt by your partner's subconscious. Even if they are not completely in tune or aware of the extra-curricular sexual activities, they still are able to sense the subtle disturbances of multiple energies and/or familiar spirits that have entered causing restlessness and inner turmoil.
The longer and more intimate the contact with another person, the more powerful the reinforcement and the interaction of the bond becomes, and all the more difficult it is for them to untangle and leave.
Soul stains, transference of odors, perceptive connections and even mutually formed habits are now left to burden the psyche long after that relationship has ended.

The Exchange of Sexual Energy and Garbage Disposing Mates.

In a world full of people that we seek love and acceptance from, I've come to realize that some of us allow people in our world way to soon. There's such a powerful effect when we exchange energy with others whether it's through conversation or sex. It can bring on so many emotions and thought forms we seem to forget that we're almost like a pond of water if disturbed the ripple effect can change your whole being and path. Through my experience I've learned that either we are planting good feelings or dumping our load of bad and negative emotions off on others, this can happen through sex people! In fact that's mostly when it happens people fail to realize that if you aren't careful some people can knowingly or unknowingly be draining us of our energies just so they can gain an energy boost for whatever purpose they want. They may want to use you simply to tap into some type of power ego or negative source to make them feel better as if they have conquered something. When you are left out of feeling good about it from the aftermath of initial contact whether it's mental or physical it is then when you need to realize you have become someone's garbage disposal. I realized this after dating this man for over 10 years on and off he was charming with the thought of us having this passionate deep and almost promising relationship. After the initial encounter disappointment set in many times from expecting a different result from the passionate experience. It was almost like he loved to get off on making himself feel good for the physical relief only to get a rise out of making me upset and angry at him afterwards. This was only so he could come back for some more "patch it up" make me think it's all good when nothing at all will change from the next encounter. Emotional manipulation became a habit for him to get a high off of and it took adding and subtracting me to the equation when and how he wanted me for my energy in order for him to dump his trash off in MY universe offsetting anything positive I wanted from the relationship. He wallowed in the fact that he gained strength from trying to make me weak when in fact he was weak and needed my strength to carry him along his thought path and whatever it was he was experiencing outside of me and him. It's not his fault I allowed it, but you have to come to a point in realizing if it's not going to fully give you an extra euphoria of spiritual happiness then it's not worth it. It was then I realized I kept going back in my trash bin trying to use it differently, recycling an object of my affection that was useless to me but memorable and favored to give him just what he needed MY energy to boost his.Since I was really nothing more than that for the moment he needed a trash bin to empty his extra shit into.  While my bin probably doesn't compare to his trash bin, having his shit in my bin doesn't really help me grow either. Ladies and Gentlemen decide not to suffer by going through the bin that belongs to you first. Be rid of anyone who can decide when they want to show you love then ignore you later making you feel as though you're low, angry, dis-eased, or not good enough!

Whatever feelings of unsurety  that manipulate you into the thought of confusion. Allah is not the author of confusion so think before you converse or lay with someone who is not vibrating in happiness and moving forward without drama or negative unsure feelings. Clarity and knowing who you are and what you deserve is vital to your spiritual, mental, and physical growth. Welcome those who are willing to water it and watch you grow with confidence and reassurance. Check out the video below and find out how important it is to exchange and embrace God Given energy!

https://youtu.be/X-SdqaGS_jc?list=PLxSMqFZGdJNFhetPst1P70Gjh1pZ00220

Empty Stir Poem

There’s an empty stir inside of me. I don’t know who I am or what purpose is clearly driven in me. I tune into my conscious side only outside there is a miserable cry that I somehow can’t deny.

Where do I go with this gut feel ? Even if I know the challenge is to know this is an illusion calling everything unreal.

Only it feels real. Is there a medication prescription that I can afford to help me heal?

Maybe I would unlearn quietly how to deal.

My soul that is, when I do everything in my power to handle my biz. I’ve taken chances for different circumstances loved and lived to all these earthly romances.

Only I don’t feel fulfilled, my spirit illed and taken for granted.

Granted realizing that grasping the notion to inner stand it, doesn’t really mean that I planned it.

Merely a stardust creation, if pain is unheavenly then who and where did I come from?

Was I denied access from my sons for the spiritual war that has begun?

Some days are heavier than others…

When I think about my sisters ,  father, brothers, and mother  

How will I serve the world with a pure heart and no troubles?

The one that gets to endure, show and prove, fight with a strength even when it comes to my lovers.

Trampled and tried resilience still in my eyes even when my pain makes me turn around and say goodbye.

There’s an empty stir inside of me or can you not see?

Timelines in life bring out my hermetic chemistry.

Even my name has a definite certainty to it’s own history.

As I balance myself through what we call a matrix of reality

I asked my Divine Creator to fill me with a purpose unconditionally.

Written By: Regina Natasha Ross

Label Love or Fabled Thug.

"Label" in looking up the noun I discovered the phrase extended to an "intellectual movement" ownership,destination, and of course a material marked or inscribed. In today's blog I want to discuss the love of the label when it comes to a man's interest in a woman. Will he really notice those are Prada's labels way more than me, my girlfriend, or any other woman? Should this "beauty" subject be up for discussion in your "manly" world? Are you looking for an intellectual; representation of your "black love" maybe you turned "Fabled" Thug? A "fabled" thing has no real existence. How often do we come into playing the "program" when we should be the "programmer". We just call them "label whores" but what is it to a man covered in pride but shame at the same time? I really wanna know are you looking into the woman who has a label stamp vs. something of  intellectual destination maybe not in "fashion" and even if it is in which direction did you take the "ownership"? You can have "ownership or leadership" In that intellectual destination one is greater than the other.  My girlfriend and I personally experienced a man trying to holla at our "Prada shoes" more than us in a bar....Did we lose our men to these "material possessions" or are you proud to be possessed by materialism?  Does that make me less of a Goddess in your eyes because I don't let these things "own" me?  or possess me as you would like to because you bought them and thought it was more pricey than me. Never that. In my opinion I think it's crazy how people let things control them. You can be "MORE" than just a labeled "piece" by being true and confident in your own "God" given gift. Be a "creator" of your own shit. For our "OWN" people and stop screwing around! Knock it Off... Pay homage to our ancestors, this blood runs deep of melanin if you can't respect you don't respect the beginning of time! Let's get way past the labels and talk about our communities and why we aren't supporting causes for our own resources and building black business to structure a system that protect our families, single parents, African youth and elderly society. There's so much going on and more questions than answers, let us build on solutions with action invested into focusing on a greater picture. Purposeful for Intellectual things and destinations for all of our generations to come. In all honesty there needs to be more grants and scholarship programs to deprogram the systematic cycle embedded in many of our African his-tory dealings and militant training of who you are. This idolizing and conditioning you is a image to follow or career to maintain that you haven't even taken "ownership" of. In closing I would never allow my intellectual destination to be drawn out into another's path or light that doesn't glorify ME. The I AM is bigger than that....better believe! I made a vow that "my soul don't belong to them clothes", labels and shady foes. I don't know about anybody else but the Goddesses I know, are looking for a spiritual balance, a vibration God given from a African King. Not the Prada, Louis V. collection or Micheal Kors and Chanel latest fashion looking for you" type man".  We don't really expect that if we are living by righteous pure intentions seeking something deeper seems to have gotten too hard, so you let the labels tell you who you think  people really are these days. Wow.  I'm just gonna leave this right here and hope we are ALL making the righteous decisions when intellect is involved dealing with our own I encourage all my people to do it with spirit and soul in building a strong unity.

Conspiracy To My God Given Gift, A Look At Michael Jackson's Fate!

On July 25, 2009 Michael Jackson's tragic death and murder shocked the world. I have been studying why someone who impacted the world so much had to leave here at such an early age. This blog is to basically break down my philosophy as to why this happened to him along with so many of our other leaders and role models in the black community. While this is still happening to us in so many ways Michael Jackson had enough courage to put on many masks just to show the world that not only can you out smarten your opponent, but you can also accomplish your dreams. The media plays a very sick game on each and every one of us right down to our children. They single us out and choose who the weakest link is with the most gifted talents. Opposition is so crafty that they don't have a soul to channel their demons through so they have to control their pick through those vessels that have been studied and experimented on. We have to remember on different levels, there are different devils. No matter how much material possessions this world has to offer we came in one way and we're leaving one way or another. Just make sure that your stay here isn't in vain and that your time isn't filled with ignorance about other's intentions for your role in THIS life!

The programming doesn't stop there it branches out and the most important thing we need to know is that the object of the game is to influence by the masses and especially gain access to the younger generation. Which is why MJ was so adamant about how important our children's future is and what we need to do in order to stop these evil forces from continuing a poisonous cycle of robbing, stealing, and killing. And it's just what the devil comes in to do spiritually, mentally, and physically if we are not careful to keep our eyes stayed on the MOST HIGH, our Divine CREATOR. 

"They" can't like ME because they can't manipulate me. I've witnessed a testimony so strong that I am still in battle with opposition over the most precious jewels the MOST HIGH could ever give us. It's not just me though I've studied and gained knowledge of the number of mothers, children, Africans, that's being experimented on and effected by this underground slavery and drug testing this very day. See Michael Jackson knew he was a slave and when he realized that he was ACTUALLY the KING OF POP and that he made THEM more than THEY made him, he was ready to take full control of the situation and spill all of the evil deeds the industry had sucked him into since he was just a little child.

Eye know why I spent 9 days in jail for kidnapping my own children, I never gave up any parental rights, I was abused by my children's father who called the authorities (it's on record) meanwhile he's still an abuser with other women and especially our children. The experiment on me was to see if I would fold, lose it all mind and spirit, I knew all was not lost when I started being placed in the paths of other families that were going through this. As I did my research very well I found out this was not only a game, but children were being killed and sacrificed for an even sicker experiment surrounding prescription drugs, sex rings, and racial  Economical Systematic Statistical Abuse (ESSA) . So they wanted me to have a felony, lose my good paying job and test me for "single mom failure" experiment at even giving my children the stability they needed so that I would instill some GREAT SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE IN THEM. I'm not crazy and have taken initiative to even prove to these devils I am a fully 100% nurturing mother, never gave them a reason to side with someone who was determined to sabotage my every positive move. I know he doesn't work alone which is why ALLAH has given me the strength and power to call out these Agents and their foul play until MY ancestor MAAT has served up a 100 fold what they've handed out, I will diligently seek truth everyday and expose THEM for what they are. 

The system is ran by a crooked line of money hungry, power of the people controlling, narcissistic psychopaths that are out to get your mind, body, and soul!!! I stand for humanitarianism and will forever be armed with the courage to expose not only what they did to my family, but what they constantly do and have done over the years to break the bond of LOVE and SPIRITUALITY in the black community.  We took initiative to compare our story to LOSING ISAIAH , which is based on a true story... except were NEVER crackheads and we NEVER put our child in a trash can and left them there! This woman got her child back from a white woman and I have to remind you though this was years ago, can you imagine the fight she had to put up with? Well maximize and multiply that by today's stream of coincidences when it comes to breaking and killing the black community by all means necessary. How can the lost LEAD? when MJ woke up he was really tired, but filled with courage. His destiny became a rare form in the ART of WAR against the disagreeable entities that only wanted to destroy, demonize, and distract us all from the truth. 

Keep fighting the GOOD fight, they know they're not going to win so with the same tricks and different strategies we need to use our tools to grasp the concept that GOD will surely make our enemy a foot stool! Many are called and few are chosen.... who is CHOOSING you to do what JOB? and for what purpose are you here for?!

 

Remembering Michael Jackson's FULL LEGACY is untold but he lives on... because GREAT ART doesn't die. If you're not empowered to fight for your own GOD GIVEN rights remain a programmed label until your vessel is void and known to do nothing but kill, steal, and destroy. The very poison that's been killing our ancestors for ages.

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You can show your support by passing the world along about my humanitarian campaign. (ESSA)"Economical Systematic Statistical Abuse" is happening all over the world to conscious people like me and you everyday. KEEP YOUR FAMILY SAFE AND PROTECT OUR CHILDREN WITH KNOWLEDGE AND INNER-STANDING!!!! SO WE CAN OVER-STAND THIS POLLUTED SYSTEM IN DIGNITY AND RESPECT.  Brainwashing is designed to do numbers on those that they can divide and conquer mother, father, sister, or brother keep your eyes open and shield yourself spiritually to maintain a balance course materialism is just a facade! YOU "EXIST" THEREFORE YOU MATTER SO DECIDE TO MOVE DILIGENTLY THROUGH THIS LIFE!

By: Natasha Blackisis Auset

Respect My Strength

Am I My Brothers Keeper? I got a name for that Grim Reaper!!!

Fact is there were some of us gone too soon! Did we allow these things to happen? Well, this blog post is strictly for my Afrikan brothers and sisters who may have voices with a pinch of action behind it. These days we are well aware of what's going on and forget that it's not just a swift breeze of hateful acts amongst us. We've been going through this for centuries and it's always blatantly in our face I don't need a degree to tell you my philosophy, in fact it's only a piece of paper that indicates I've wasted a lot of time verifying that this info is free and  I can learn these things on my own rather than have someone unknown to my true nature validate me in it. That same piece of paper can be bent, torn, folded in half, or burnt it doesn't determine my actions upon another human in this world. It also does not determine an individual's spirit in knowledge and conscious behavior from my environment, surrounding me with proof of what is written, the sacrifices my ancestors or I have made to see a just and peaceful world without the boundaries of what color I am, how much money or things I think I may own. Who own's your soul and did the Grim Reaper already steal that away too?   The day you were born your mother and father decided they were going to sign a "birth certificate" to give up ownership over you to someone they personally didn't know right at the hospital they signed you up... But you just had to be "certified"... Did you even know your number was up then?  I wanted to find out if you were your brother's keeper or was someone else keeping your brother from fulfilling a purpose? If we came from the Universe in all it's glory and darkness was the color it all started with why is this cloth changing deity who is the Angel of Death covered in a lynching manner always with a hidden robe on, or suit, uniform whatever you wanna call it, there's layers to hide behind a title of destruction while boldly holding onto your "scythe" ready for an vengeful reaping act upon Egypt's (Afrika's) firstborn till this very day!!! 

Now I'm going to tell you about Anpu- also known as Anubis this name derived from the Greek terms. The guardian and protector of the dead whom also by Egyptian proof and artifacts was a "royal child" who laid to rest souls with the assistance of sweet smelling herbs and plants that would help the pure spirits move into paradise. I'm giving you the description of the death deities because when our people are being killed in vain we aren't even being honored in death in accordance to peace and balance our ancestors assisted us with. Keep in mind protection WAS in place now it is all the way out of the picture because they feel it's a crime to protect our own. We are living in a brutal, cold, hateful, and jealous era where our bloodline is at risk of murder, outbreak, experiments, extreme mind altering programming, and brainwashing.  We've forgotten our power and we allow the caped skeletal who hides behind a skull and bones image trying to  create severe damage to sever all ties to our true nature. Be more than a number for resources, become the UNIVERSAL act of Anubis protecting the tomb while putting fear in those who think they can disturb the rebirth of an undying untouchable and consuming kingdom of TRUE GOD'S AND GODDESSES!

Now we not even being laid to rest like Kings and Queens... Slain dogs get more respect it seems!

                                                            KNOW THYSELF 

Mama BabyDaddy Epidemic!

Yes, indeed my friends it's been a while but in this blog I feel a strong connection to this title because it's all so surreal. There is a epidemic beating us down to the system's flaw and making us enemies amongst each other, this is in relation to taking responsibility of the decisions we've made in the past and present. Our partners we've chose to deal with and created out of the situation being the most precious gifts whom are pure and born of innocence and genuine love. Brought forth into this world full of chaos only to experience it with the beings whom they came through. The thing about this life is we never know what we are getting served up until the shit hits the fan, disagreements may happen and certain parties fail to comply to the program that the child was created out of, not by your doing but by Divine power. If you forget your job and place in training that being makes it obvious that we are just being,  in human "being"... it is time to get outside of "human being", and do what it is to "human nature" that is to NURTURE. I noticed that a lot of people are worried about child support when it comes to this systems way of taking care of your responsibilities, the distraction is not being focused on the matter at hand and that's building from the moment you decided there was going to be another spirit on this earth with your bloodline. The money isn't the issue the real problem lies where we don't consider the fact this interaction with another person was considerably your choice and the consequences are the product of what you decide to make out of the situation. I've made up in my mind that to build an empire with the partnership is much more than "child support" it's teaching your seeds and watering them with the so called mistakes which in fact are already written for them to be! Sometimes this "Mama Babydaddy" won't see eye to eye but if we can grasp the concept of building a stronger foundation in business terms rather than "child support" governed by the "appointed officials" when your number comes up you will be better off sitting at a round table discussing these issues with the very person you procreated with. The idea is to notice a bigger picture for the sake of killing this concept of baby mama, baby daddy drama. It's no longer a problem it's an epidemic in the black community especially when it divides us conquering by the numbers if you don't "pay" your child support! Time and investment is very important this day and age, if we put as much as time into making a plan to over turn what consistently holds us back from creating our own businesses, schools, banks, and justice systems to manage the wrongs that have been done to hold us back maybe we can vision our children doing a much better job than we have when it comes to allowing "others" to take control over OUR situations at hand. We are responsible for love and light, there's hope instilling knowledge and wisdom to nurture our seeds into this world. When it's priceless you don't look at the tag you just DO IT, the blame game is the shame game, why not just take back what we fear to do. Take back what is rightfully yours and see that it is a game you much need to win even down to your bloodline. Notice, those who stick together no matter what seem to move in numbers and have the will to go to any extent to maintain their EMPIRE. 

 Unfortunately, our numbers are low and statistics are high we are failing miserably because we can't get past the "child support" concept. We need to teach them that child support is teaching our children to love, come together in unity, create, and be free to discover this world in such a way black Afrikan support is UNBREAKABLE. We are suppressed by our own neglectful ignorance and behavior, it weakens our communities, the justice system shits on us and our children because they have not an ounce of faith in what we do or say. We are seriously downgrading our own NETWORTH and it hurts our seeds. We focus too much on "other's" solving our problems when we were placed here to use our own intelligent and conscious minds to elevate and advance our OWN kind "THEY" DO. This isn't a selfish movement this is a selfless revolutionary ACT. So, blame no one but yourselves the change starts with you and if mama babydaddy don't want to comply still evolve. I'd rather we consider starting an organization of mama babydaddy entrepreneurship, we need to work through our issues for the sake of our seeds even  if it takes counseling amongst ourselves and own kind. Nothing beats coming together at a round table to discuss our issues, visions, and creating a real foundation for the sake of saving ourselves. Too many brothers in jail, too many sisters going through the struggle and losing themselves to the systems business of keeping us in a cycle, this has to stop immediately! so WE can readjust and get OUR numbers UP!  I'm all for us powering up and doing what we need to do to make a major come back, Lord knows these slashes on our backs aren't physical anymore but more so spiritual and our children are experiencing the lack of nurturing in knowledge and wisdom we need to give them in spite of our disagreements and shortcomings financially or physically. To experience how strong you are can be the most fulfilling and enlightening thing you can allow yourself to feel and your children see it because you become fearless in a world that wants you to be consumed by fear and doubt! I challenge anyone reading this to start a chain reaction, use your PHYSICS to the HIGHEST POWER.... KNOW THYSELF IT'S IN YOUR DNA!!!!

Sister to Sister, Brother to Brother Black Child Of GOD your LIVES MATTER!!!

I Rather There Be Power In My Words, Than In My Flesh.

There's no words to express the pain, hurt, and sorrow I feel in my soul for ALL of our lost past and present. For the young men and women who were killed and done unjust, they will be remembered for the innocence we all witnessed nationally. To acknowledge that this world is no longer a safe place to believe in for you, me or our children is unjust itself. It's certainly a way to break the spirits of the strong American people who believe in a fair justice system whatever race may be. First off I'd like to confront the racist issues that we think everyone of color is dealing with. We practice hate amongst each other everyday in the songs written and listened to for the most part. The action we see on television and social media disgust me with fighting amongst one another and other disgraceful things self explanatory to degrade our race as African American Black men and women. I've even see our own people stoop the lowest level of exploiting the children to these disgraceful acts. It is not only disgrace in others eyes of different races and cultures but most importantly in GOD'S eyes as well since we are the "proclaimed" first inhabitants of this particular human race to inhabit the land. The fact of the matter is the issue is deeper than race, we are boldly and spiritually imbalance and disrespectful to our creator going down a steep hill of destruction. Not one of us is perfect, but you have to think all the years and struggle our ancestors died for in Liberation gave them a sense of leaving here in a pure and courageous spirit knowing they caused an impact to stand for LOVE, EQUALITY, and PEACE amongst one another! No matter what color or gender you were, we stood for something powerful.

 

 There is a war going on in another country as well as the very country we live in as well. When we give that war power we bring more hate alive. What we cannot do is give this disease incubation any longer and allow it to spread more rapidly. The cure to this disease is to educate ourselves and our children how to stand firm in a belief system that will UNBALANCE the hate with the unjust belief system. Put the old to an END! The options to engage and organize a complete system that doesn't fail your own like-minded people. It will be like something you've never done, we've fought, we've marched, we've been beaten, enslaved and bamboozled.

Impact comes from UNITY and everyone in agreeance on one accord in ALL DECENCY AND ORDER! (RESPECT) Many are lost mentally and spiritually wrapped up in the wrongs, when we all know 2 wrongs don't make it a right reflection of who you really are. Retaliation in a weak perspective is allowing your opposition to make you come down to their level. If God give us free will why aren't we using it in a conscious manner? It's time to fight back in a political way the people have a freedom of speech/words and a voice upon certain civil actions that can and will be heard. Unity and Love are inviting what ever color I strongly believe LOVE conquers ALL.

If you're upset about the media giving Robin Williams more shine over the issue at hand you are a fool and it's ridiculous. The African American race has been getting murdered and enslaved for over 18 centuries and ongoing in many underground trade, different races, different scenarios if you're not super duper ridiculously rich you are NOT excluded! I don't care who you are....

The fact is Robin Williams was just tired, he wanted to rest and everything that's going on how can you blame him. I saw nothing but a pure, genuine, good hearted man when I looked in his eyes and how much he enjoyed making people laugh his spirit was light as well in ALL this darkness. So don't get mad at him be mad at what we have come too in this world. So no I don't buy the depression bull crap of suppression some people just get tired!

So in closing my blog I'd like for everyone to stop playing the blame game! The hate amongst ourselves is so strong and cold we don't even recognize it effects our youth as well as others, whether you want to believe it or not the message being sent out by some of those in the PHYSICAL LIGHT are about fake money-that's an illusion, clothes/shoes by so called designer labels-you don't own! Cars and houses-you think you own but the banks really do and oh let's not forget the images of strong senseless sexual behavior and drugs! So for what it's worth you're a part of the cartel if your participating in the motion of the damaging ILLUSION our kids see and try so hard to portray just so they can "fit in" ASLEEP. The very seeds you plant will be the death of us if they are poisonous plants growing!

GET IT. GOT IT? GOOD!!!

Wanna protect our people? Our children? Sow good seeds, water and nourish the plants of knowledge and wisdom. Those bricks that are thrown lay them down with your people to build a strong, solid foundation, non failing system of protection around all of us who have hope and the LOVE of GOD in our hearts and spirits. Stop giving haters energy! They don't deserve any light while God's trying to give you truth, light, and omnipotent shine. The stage you put them on does not give you light it makes you blind!

 

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Inspiring Phenomenally

My inspiration and spiritual motivation came from a woman I never met a day in my life.
So as a mother and potential wife, your words were deep. They helped me use my mind to fight.
Never in the physical always in the light!

Dr. Maya Angelou the first time I picked up a pen it was you who inspired me to write.
To acknowledge "Why The Caged Bird Sings" it gave me the strength to recognize these things...
Such as the reason for my struggle when I look at my Queens and Kings.

Although sometimes I feel stuck in this bubble. A Phenomenal Woman I became when others
Didn't over-stand me but tried to pick my brain, and sometimes in my emotions I couldn't explain my pain.
But Dr. Maya Angelou my motivation is in my ink, and like rain the clouds came...Watering the ground.
Projections on my paper began to make me sane.

I thought to myself after reading your pieces.
There was a lifetime to grow-up, this was my thesis.
At one point I gave up and said, no one was listening
That burning desire were your words to my soul.
With pure intentions of Christening.


Though I never got to meet you it was always my dream to do so.
The sweet heavens called you and by God's grace you had to go.
I'll never forget the impact you had on my life through misunderstandings, the battles,
my struggles in loneliness my strife.

Dr. Maya Angelou forever you'll be missed.
In my heart I grew up thinking "Now that's how you use your gifts"!!!
Your activism activated this passion inside of me.
Growing up thinking another Powerful Black Poet is who I'd like to be.

There's a place in heaven special for you I guarantee.
To live your words for it is in my hopes to spiritually,
when my day comes to greet and meet!

Dr. Maya Angelou THANK YOU, FOR INSPIRING ME PHENOMENALLY!!!!!






Written by: Regina Ross

Inspired by:

A Dedicated Queen, an Angel who truly walked this earth. Still I RISE.
Dr. Maya Angelou, this one's for you it benefits us ALL to be strong, to be wise!

Care-LESS BEHAVIOR

I felt compelled to write this blog this morning, because I wanted to confront Care-LESS Negros who seem to have the attitude that it’s your fault they have been very slack with how they are handling themselves as men these days. It takes a real woman to know what kind of man she will or will not accept and when she comes to terms with that, there’s nothing you can do or say that will change our minds. These care-less men need to understand that once your cards have been dealt then pulled it all depends on you initially where the fuck up is going to take place. It could be a lie, and most of the time it is or other factors of your Care-Less dumb behavior. There’s no excuse or reason why you should be mad at a woman for your fuck ups. MAN UP, because there is no escape from any Lioness who knows better, naturally always aiming to have better. We use our third sense way to much to catch that ass in the “knowing”.  No bitch is excluded from this blog because bottom line THAT nigga isn't perfect, never has been. Never will be!  So bitch GET YOUR LIFE. Whatever you are lacking he is looking for in someone else, the problem is these niggas are so care-less they won’t tell you and confront you on what it is they would like to experience with you so they use their outside thinking, because they have dicks. They only see the physicality of things first. We are inside thinkers because our precious jewels reside on the inside and it takes work to get to the gold mine. Now personally if I meet you and there is no REAL connection just physical attraction, I may give you the benefit of the doubt but in reality he may just want the same thing I want and that’s a good time. HERE’S where it gets complicated we have a good time but then you realize the cookies are really good, Fuck it! I’m just gonna LIE at all cost to keep all this to my self even if I have to sell her THE“ROMEO AND JULIET” DREAM. These kind of guys are “Care-LESS SELFIES” and Ladies you have to be very careful because they don’t wanna pay the cost to be the boss! Like, I EXPLAINED a woman knows what she wants, she knows sex is temporary and that over anything her emotions are vital if you play on them, you might get what you want for a while but it’s only because she forgot the difference between her “pussy heart” and her “true heart” You've confused her with the care-less lie and now she hopes you can be All that she dreams of. NOTE: LADIES THE OUTSIDE THINKER ONLY THINKS WITH 1 THING AND 1 THING ONLY IN MIND.

 I’ve been around long enough to know that no man is perfect but if you are going to make erratic decisions based on your dick you need to understand that some but not most woman know the difference between her “pussy heart” and her “true heart” men must understand what place it is they are trying to be placed in because if you’re lying then you are making it very difficult for us to place you in a category and piece together your intentions. First off, it takes a lot for us to decide if you’re worthy of that piece of us in all honesty. As for you Goddesses with good “cookies” he’s bound to do “ANYTHING”  carelessly just to come back for more. Sometimes, you don’t have to give up those cookies for them to lie. There are those who just lie without a conscious, those are the ones you have to be very Careful with the purpose for the lies are unclear. But sooner or later you will find yourself because really you both haven’t gained anything from the situation and it’s beginning to look like these 2 things either he’s delusional or he’s just playing the devil’s game causing unnecessary stress. A man is supposed to be there to relieve you of any heavy loads, Your HELP THERE IS NO WAY AROUND THIS! FROM A BOY TO A MAN!  A woman is always carrying, a man should not be putting more on her with his lies and deceits! It makes it very complicated because it’s so many SELFIES in this world. Every day it becomes more probable to see these watered down Care-less ones struggle with who they are and what they truly want. We either want 1 or 2 things from you true Companionship or shit, MONEY!  If you’re a broke down dude no job, car, or anything of your own and she’s spending time with you trying to figure out how she can help get you together. SHE REALLY LIKES YOU!  DON’T WASTE OUR DAMN TIME!  There’s no in between GUYS if you don’t know how to tell, which some of you are too dumb to realize with ya OUTSIDE THINKING ASSES. It’s on you not to make it difficult, BE Clear most of the time a grown woman is not confused so don’t make the situation harder than what it has to be! Yes, a woman knows how to play the game better than you men, but we don’t want to for the most part. We don’t want to have to deal with more dummies than we have to. There are of course these bitches out here in denial whom have been hurt really bad, they go delusional saying “I don’t need a man”! That’s evil and ungodly and you bitches are seriously delusional! I've come to terms that no matter how many times I've been hurt I will still give love and companionship a try, life’s too short to not find something the world so short of NOTHING LIKE A “REAL GODLY MAN”. Not perfect just pure at heart!  So I won’t be bitter, I may get hurt, I may even treat my “pussy heart” every now and then but at least I WON’T BE CARE-LESS!!!  BY THE WAY I AM TIRED OF THE TERM "DON'T SAVE THESE HOES" being used overly! NIGGA YOU CAN'T EVEN SAVE YOURSELF!!! LET ALONE SOMEONE ELSE SO ULESS YOUR NAME IS JESUS FIND SOMEBODY TO PLAY WITH!!! 

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The Problem

It would take a day to walk in some of these mother's shoes I know, and surely I promise "they" will give those shoes back. "They" say the economy is in crisis, I see these celebrities getting divorces, winning lawsuits, and coming out with millions of dollars. "They" are constantly cutting checks to foster parents who don't even have to work a full time jobs or a job at all to secure a stable home like regular single parents (Tax Paying Americans) do who have to work 2 or 3 jobs to take care of their family.There are more children of color in the foster care system than in the general population. >That sound like modern day underground selling slaves to me starting with the kids. "They" also say African Americans are incarcerated more often than whites. >That's because they are to busy releasing their own kind off of death row, while we are secretly still being lynched and brainwashed against each other. Here's a unforgettable fact for you I found to be interesting: Maltreatment Rates- There are no statistically differences in overall maltreatment rates between African-American and Caucasian according to 3 national incidence studies. After controlling for such factors as income level, unemployment and location (urban or rural) African- American communities actually have lower rates of child maltreatment than Caucasian communities. Additionally, both public or private hospitals have been found to over report abuse and neglect upon African Americans while they under report maltreatment among Caucasian.

Plan of Action

Bring awareness to the Nancy Schaefer Movement. She was assassinated her and her husband for standing up for the parents who are genuinely trying and struggling to survive and keep their families together in these days and times. Often times these things are swept under the carpet. The system fails to comply with what we want and need as stable parents and neglects to see that their cycle will and can be broken with the right voices! These children and families don't deserve the torment they are willing to take people through for the sake of keeping their business going. Whether it be the demanding fact that they want to administer your child/children with these pharmaceutical medications because of "ADHD" diagnoses and other factors but what they don't tell you is how it causes side effects and the statistics of the children who've grown into depending on the medication or getting addicted to drugs. I'd check the elements of these medications because this medication can cause numerous nerve problems. It's wrong and not humane for the system to not give a caring mother or father a choice to not administer the medication, it is even worse than having someone tie you down and shoot you up with dope. Get voices together, find other solutions, and wave the right to have responsible parents who haven't had any conflicts emotionally to receive the financial assistance they are just giving away to foster parents, medical doctors, and hospitals just because they want to make some money. THIS IS ALSO KNOWN AS ( E.S.S.A.) WE ARE JOINING TOGETHER TO ADVOCATE ON BEHALF OF THOSE OF YOU, WHO'VE HAD TO FIGHT THE SYSTEM FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING YOUR CHILDREN BACK IN YOUR HOME, OR IN A STABLE HOME DUE TO HOMELESSNESS, NOT MAKING ENOUGH INCOME WITH 1 SINGLE JOB NOT A CAREER, AND OR STILL SUFFERING THE PAST ABUSE FROM YOUR EX-MATE BY LITERALLY “PAYING FOR IT” BE AWARE THAT THE CYCLE OF THIS SYSTEM HAS BEEN SET UP AND DESIGNED TO KEEP US DOWN, HOLD US DOWN, MISINFORM US, CATER TO THEM, ONLY TO SET US UP FOR THE SAME FAILURE AND CONTINUE THE ONGOING PROCESS BY SETTLING TO ADHERE TO THE SYSTEM’S CYCLE. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT THAT WE MOTIVATE AND EDUCATE “OURSELVES” FOR THE SAKE OF OUR CHILDREN’S FUTURE. OF COURSE, THEY AREN'T WILLING TO GIVE US “EDUCATED” INFORMATION OR PROPERLY EQUIP US TO MOVE ON TO THE NEXT LEVEL….AS THEY “NEED” US TO KEEP THEIR BUSINESS GOING!

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Atlanta International 6thYear Of Fashionable Trendy Treats!!!

As July 24, 2012 rolled in quickly our team of passionate models, event coordinators, and directors were preparing for an amazing fashion show filled with a week of iconic fashion trends. From July 24th-29th our schedule offered style and class while delivering the experience to network with international designers, models, stylists, media, and sponsors. Our line up from the elegant Hotel Indigo to 200 Peachtree in effort to show our support for national charity organizations featured nearly 30 couture designers to display their latest looks. Since I myself am a shoe fiend, I was very impressed by one particular designer who's shoes were distinctively, not the average glass slipper...  You can certainly go check out some of this designers shoes online if you are looking for something to call your own! Ladies you know how we do "we want something no one else has" Imitation by Jerell is a perfect way to tell people "You ain't seen these before"!!! www.imitationbyjerell.com

The Pretty Academy school of  Fashion served the purpose to allow industry experts to show us how to make our fashion dreams into reality with a series of workshops with fashion, model boot camp, and extreme style make-overs by Motives for La La and the Beauty Shop. After training with Professional Model trainer Mike Jones in boot camp, I must say that I saw the models enjoy and express their improvement on the runway and behind the cameras. For the most part, some of our models unfortunately could not join us for our after party engagements but I hope that next year we can surely make them a part of the exciting night life here in Atlanta, GA. Our models came from all directions over the US and also from other countries their time and dedication to Atlanta International Fashion Week was most appreciated. If it wasn't for our fabulous designers such as Celebrity Designers Jason Christopher Peters, Sacred Heart Collections, Simply Beautiful Designs, Black Russian Label, Hyper Haute, J Rok Coture, and Nelson Arrington this show couldn't have gone on, but of course this list goes on and many others. AIFW was most amiable for all of the fashion trends featured. The kid models of L.A.H.A. for kids made the runway their own playground with extreme swag! I have to personally list two of my favorite designers were La'Moo Designs and Navoj Studios because when it was time to bring it they brought extraordinary in my book!

Most Importantly Thanks To Sponsors like Fashion In The City, Future Visions, Aveda Institutes South, Digital Fashion Group, and many, many, more.... My experience and opportunity to network with the best of the best in the fashion industry was an inspiration. A learning experience I will take with me as I grow more passionate about a leading industry that is ever evolving when it comes to the latest trends.

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Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder...

Before I go into this article I want you to ask yourself a deep question, who is the beholder of MY beauty? Prior to my stroke of enlightenment I was into making my image match to those of what I was conditioned into thinking "this is the look that makes me acceptable to society". I've had the learning experience of modeling for 15+ years and my appearance was always important, constantly wearing weaves and at one point I tried skin bleaching for experimental purposes. When I looked at the magazines and video models or even television showed the reflection of what they wanted me to think I should look like as a natural black woman. Which always appeared to be the total opposite of my content as an African/ Native American woman, and for the most part to being on the cover of a magazine required me to look the part of what they find acceptable the sleek straight hair, curly, or permed high yellow red bone with nice boobs and voluptuous curves. Even the petite models had a certain look that they had to maintain to grace the covers. In the course of time I had to reflect on not only all the money I was putting into looking like someone else but also WHO am I really trying to be? and I hated my hair for no reason because it was strong, thick, and kinky.  I thought about how many natural black women I really see on magazines and certainly did my research, nothing shocked me about how something I was never really used to seeing was never there to encourage me to embrace what the good LORD had given me "Good Strong Hair". I realize I wanted to burn it chemically straight, hide it under a wig, intertwine it with someone else s hair to make the fit. All the while I'm losing MYSELF and my money in in something I was already blessed with "originality". So I asked myself why in the hell would I want to copy someone Else's image to make myself  worthy of acceptance. I am who I am because God made me that way.

And the last time I checked none of those people were MY makers. I freed myself by saying they can love me naturally because this is what makes me ME or they can create the lies and deceit that goes through time making others think this is the only way to be IN. Embracing my hair, skin, and body has been  a burden lifted off of me, as a matter fact I take pride in who I AM more so now today because I don't have to prove to anyone I'm IN. God didn't neglect the fact to show me that I am beautiful just the way I was created giving me the strength to discipline and love myself  regardless of what I see on a magazine or television. I think it's disappointing to not see as many beautiful authentic black women gracing the media, it sure would help the younger generation appreciate genuine real people instead of trying to copy paste the same scene that's had us lost for so long. If you don't like me for what I was made to be, talk to my Creator and I'm sure the quote can be found in the King James version bible "So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them". I see a lot of black women allowing someone else to "Behold"<<  (Word Origin & History) form)) their beauty changing and conforming them into the image others see fit for them. If that's in your nature to do so, by all means continue to do what's best for YOU, in the process of it all I just ask that you hold on to what's really you as much on the inside being (that is if you know exactly who you are) as well on the outside. I would say this picture made me think really hard about do I really want to look like a white woman? I'm just saying, not judging she may want to but I don't and I damn sure don't want my daughter to take on the same trait. She should be a proud black woman confident in her skin and hair for what it was meant to be naturally!!!! CAN'T PULL THE WOOL OVER MY EYES ANY LONGER....making me to be something I was never meant to be was never in ALMIGHTY GOD'S PLAN but I do have something much greater and that's a PURPOSE!   They're glamorous, but natural isn't.....  PLEASE!!!