Black Beauty Diaries

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Choose Your Path!

As of May 24, 2016 I have come to know that there is a love so strong for me that I can hardly believe that there's a power strong enough to overlook all of my flaws and still have me in awe.
This connection I have to the Source is most definitely the most ultimate disciplining and gentle kind of love every last one of us needs. There is so much power in love and mercy it's really a shame we seem to struggle with trying to figure out what our maker wants from us as his children. If we only knew how hard we make things on ourselves we would stay out of our own way and just let Allah be Allah. I know easier said than done, until God loves you so much he makes you do exactly that "stay out of his way" so he can make a way out of no way! I promise you will not know what you are going through, and will certainly question God why things are going the way they are. Then you will question what you are doing wrong, or what you have done wrong to deserve this trial. And if you have an soul and love God like I do you will began to think of every sin you possibly can think of and ask for forgiveness. The test will be such of a burden that you will literally have a battle of the mind and soul with opposition. When we are going through this we have to fully inner stand that it is not about us and if it is The Creator will let you know clearly because you will began to "check" bad habits about yourself.  If we keep in mind that we are ALL being tested we will be so much better off because it humbles us and we get to see things from another point of view, from God's point of view nevertheless we still do not know our creators thoughts or ways. The path to righteousness isn't about perfection it's about being a light and aware of opposition when you are sent into the dark tunnel, there are no short cuts to doing what God requires YOU to do. If you turn a deaf ear to the MOST HIGH that is the most dangerous thing you can do, our God doesn't want to hurt or harm you it is the tricks of the world that does that. So we have to understand that if we open our mind, hearts, and soul to God we will have to be disciplined like his little child. Isn't that what a loving parent does... ?whether you understand it or not I'm sorry but you do not belong to yourself and the moment you find that out will be the test of your lifetime. The reality is there's a battle for your soul to belong somewhere good or bad when you leave the flesh of your cell. When you are getting closer to your destiny there will be times you will lose people, places, and things because none of that matters to God, there will be layers shed and it will be an ugly process of growth. We are selfish spoiled human beings period; due to the fact we were born into an wicked evil world. You will be like Job, Daniel, and especially like Jesus there will be sacrifices made, people will judge you whether you are doing good or bad, you will be tempted by the enemy, and crucified just the same. If you are chosen you will need to GROW UP listen and pray. Only your faith will deliver you from the circumstances God has led you to grow through. Don't get lost and caught up in what others may think the best thing you can do is listen to the voice of God and know the difference in what's agreeable and disagreeable to righteousness. I am very adamant about the saying "study to show thyself approved" if you sincerely love God you will learn how to seek our Creator for yourself and NOT by what someone else wants or thinks you should know about God.
The best thing you can do for yourself is to start developing a personal relationship with the Creator as you would with your mother, father, sister, brother, daughter, son, wife, or husband. Be real with the Creator you just can't lie or fake the funk, God has no respect for what your flesh has to offer. So I'll just end this segment with the fact that it's clear you need to be here in this world planting seeds of righteousness in other's hearts and souls. If you aren't even starting at home with yourself and your seeds (family) you will deprive yourself and your family a great deal of the very meaning of life. I leave this blog entry with LOVE and FAITH that we all come to balance and terms with pleasing the Source enough to know that we will indeed in fact have a full inner standing of what "sacrifice" really means when we are involved with THE SOURCE for a greater purpose. There is no "play your position" because in due time God will put you in your place of position for the good or the bad it's all up to you.

Regina "Natasha" Ross

Saturday, May 21, 2016

Natasha's Note To Self....

My body tired but my soul strong. I'm keeping my faith because The Most High told me to hold on. We know that God's right on time so it won't be long! We endure pain for a night and so when joy comes it reminds me that I am never alone. Living in a world full of physical attraction unresolved issues by void hearts filled with ungodly passions. Purify me oh Lord please keep me safe the worst thing to think of is that;
I would never get to see your face. Or glory, We all got a struggle in our story....

I am the representation of Lady Liberation! I stand by truth, knowledge, intelligence, wisdom, beauty, character, strength, protection, confidence, and consciousness! I have a GOD GIVEN right to expose LIGHT OVER DARKNESS AND PLAIN IGNORANCE in THIS Diluted Delusional World we live in!!! It's Beautiful when GOD opens ya eyes to TRUTH!

Tuesday, May 10, 2016


Trying to suppress my skin within;  that fire where it all begin
And still you reject the fact that we were born all into sin
Reverse my consciousness back to when Eve and Adam was in Eden
But then again the tree of knowledge right from wrong;  truly forgotten
Did your animalistic nature make you aware of your own angel vs demon?
Where was Allah in the shift of confusion to deliver you from your physical end?
Changing your spiritual aspect baptized in salt, from the land of Gideon
How can I take you to church then preach about the tarnished temple within?
Lifting my praises up for souls that even Allah knew would not listen
Lost in the mysteries of this universe, blinded by glittering gold that glistens
It’s in my melanin
A powerful bloodline of important businesses and dividends
How long are we going to sit here and pretend?
There is no mightier power without;
What's within, Melaninated and still born into sin
When I'm liberated I do mean to offend, is it because I'm so Intelligent?
And you fear what's in my melanin.

Maybe my eyes are so electric they give off a re-memorable vibe
Even in the darkest tunnel, fighting against those that despise 
Throwing shade and telling lies. 
I'm too melaninated to pretend and hide
Going straight to the Source in confidence I confide
You see, I was never blind learning the wisdom that comes within my third eye
I'm a bit witty and never too shy
Opportunist never really just ask themselves why.

Elevated studying my ancestors on co-pilot and like airplanes we be fly.
Times get hard for our melaninated babies so I cry
The program's so deep they'd rather not educate themselves with knowledge for a greater trial.

My melanin is the thickness in my lips, the sound of my voice, an ecstasy essence of  pure bliss
As the stardust twinkling upon my skin, feel my ether my unforgettable sunkiss. 
The only way to carry this luxury is to live in greatness like  the perfect meaning to exist.
Beings born with giant intellect, pure genius some of the Realist are certainly missed.
Pumping my fist for black power  meanwhile they be pissed

Melaninated consciousness from elevation and temptation 
Purpose driven with leadership qualities trained to be very patient 
Nurture my soul, so these traits are passed on through this melanin generation!

Written by: Regina "Natasha" Ross

Monday, March 14, 2016

Informative Sacred Energy Exchange Enlightenment!!!

Each time a man connects with a woman sexually and releases his life form energy within her, he leaves a part of his information (DNA) in her birth canal. If she doesn't clean herself, his energy remain inside of her. That imprint can often create illusional sexual addiction to the individual.
When some 1 decide to have multiple partners, it can sometimes send mixed emotional signals within the inside of the body's vibration system. Women must be careful of different energies or spiritual forces polluting their internal temple. You are a sacred doorway, where life is intended to pass through, respect yourself, use your gifts wisely!
Just think about it and ask yourself... Ever wonder why they call it sexual intercourse (INTER-Course)? It's an inter(nal) course that unites man and woman, mind with mind, spirit with spirit, or energy with energy. This is something that a condom can't protect you against because energy is behind the elements of all flesh.
There is no such thing as "Casual" Sex or "Friends with Benefits"... No, No, No, I Don't Think So!!! Intimate activity intricately entwines the energies between two people. Sex creates a powerful exchange of energy between those involved. These connections, imprints and debris are left upon the mind, soul and spirit for a long time because they are not easily purged or cleansed.
‘Casual sex’ with multiple partners can intertwine the energies and spirits of a lot of people into your own aura if they are not severed and cleansed. You become joined to every person with whom your partner has slept, as well as all the partners those people had.
This type of "soul clutter" can be felt by your partner's subconscious. Even if they are not completely in tune or aware of the extra-curricular sexual activities, they still are able to sense the subtle disturbances of multiple energies and/or familiar spirits that have entered causing restlessness and inner turmoil.
The longer and more intimate the contact with another person, the more powerful the reinforcement and the interaction of the bond becomes, and all the more difficult it is for them to untangle and leave.
Soul stains, transference of odors, perceptive connections and even mutually formed habits are now left to burden the psyche long after that relationship has ended.

Thursday, February 4, 2016

The Exchange of Sexual Energy and Garbage Disposing Mates.

In a world full of people that we seek love and acceptance from, I've come to realize that some of us allow people in our world way to soon. There's such a powerful effect when we exchange energy with others whether it's through conversation or sex. It can bring on so many emotions and thought forms we seem to forget that we're almost like a pond of water if disturbed the ripple effect can change your whole being and path. Through my experience I've learned that either we are planting good feelings or dumping our load of bad and negative emotions off on others, this can happen through sex people! In fact that's mostly when it happens people fail to realize that if you aren't careful some people can knowingly or unknowingly be draining us of our energies just so they can gain an energy boost for whatever purpose they want. They may want to use you simply to tap into some type of power ego or negative source to make them feel better as if they have conquered something. When you are left out of feeling good about it from the aftermath of initial contact whether it's mental or physical it is then when you need to realize you have become someone's garbage disposal. I realized this after dating this man for over 10 years on and off he was charming with the thought of us having this passionate deep and almost promising relationship. After the initial encounter disappointment set in many times from expecting a different result from the passionate experience. It was almost like he loved to get off on making himself feel good for the physical relief only to get a rise out of making me upset and angry at him afterwards. This was only so he could come back for some more "patch it up" make me think it's all good when nothing at all will change from the next encounter. Emotional manipulation became a habit for him to get a high off of and it took adding and subtracting me to the equation when and how he wanted me for my energy in order for him to dump his trash off in MY universe offsetting anything positive I wanted from the relationship. He wallowed in the fact that he gained strength from trying to make me weak when in fact he was weak and needed my strength to carry him along his thought path and whatever it was he was experiencing outside of me and him. It's not his fault I allowed it, but you have to come to a point in realizing if it's not going to fully give you an extra euphoria of spiritual happiness then it's not worth it. It was then I realized I kept going back in my trash bin trying to use it differently, recycling an object of my affection that was useless to me but memorable and favored to give him just what he needed MY energy to boost his.Since I was really nothing more than that for the moment he needed a trash bin to empty his extra shit into.  While my bin probably doesn't compare to his trash bin, having his shit in my bin doesn't really help me grow either. Ladies and Gentlemen decide not to suffer by going through the bin that belongs to you first. Be rid of anyone who can decide when they want to show you love then ignore you later making you feel as though you're low, angry, dis-eased, or not good enough!

Whatever feelings of unsurety  that manipulate you into the thought of confusion. Allah is not the author of confusion so think before you converse or lay with someone who is not vibrating in happiness and moving forward without drama or negative unsure feelings. Clarity and knowing who you are and what you deserve is vital to your spiritual, mental, and physical growth. Welcome those who are willing to water it and watch you grow with confidence and reassurance. Check out the video below and find out how important it is to exchange and embrace God Given energy!